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1. |
Now That We Are
03:25
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Now That We Are
Now that we are without dimension
now that we are bare before the verdict of the light
now that we've survived the intervention
now that we have seen beyond the corners of our sight
Now that we are beyond ambition
Now that we hunger in the absence of the thaw
Now that we are all below suspicion
Now that we agree that Defiance is the Law
now that we are broken
now that we are prone
now that we've awoken
now that we are known
Now that we are beneath detection
now that we are ghosts within our very skin
now that we've perfected imperfection
now that we are without, what are we within
Now that we are polished, now that we are bled
now that we are fettered by sentiments unsaid
Now that we are left to meet the tragedy our good intentions fed
now that we are tempered
now that we are worn
now that we're diminished
now that we are torn
now that we are cautious
now that we are dry
who now will recall us
who is left to testify
Now that we are faithful
Now that we are pure
now that we're committed
to the struggle for the cure
now that we chastened
now that we are bright
Now we are invited back
into the glaring light
now that we are beyond sensation
now that we speak with knowledge of the night
now that we are tempting to Temptation
now that we are scarred, now that we are right
(outro) (fading)
Now that we are without dimension
now that we are ghosts within our very skin
Now that we are all below suspicion
now that we are without, what are we within
Now that we are beneath detection
Now that we hunger in the absence of the thaw
Now that we are polished, now that we are bled
Now that we agree that Defiance is the Law...
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2. |
Better Believe It
04:24
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Better believe it
It's a constant midnight but I hold the bright light
who will you believe, me or your own eyes
I'm the only thing between you and the unseen
your “truth” is just a brand name for the sweetest lies
you're gonna have to trust me when I say
the new way is the only way
you can curse me now, but you're going to thank me some day
I'll tell you all that you need to know
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I'll put on a hell of a show
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I've seen things you don't want to see
if you want to stay alive better listen to me
I'm going to look you straight in the eye
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
it's something to see when I'm on the TV
cue the graphics and the music, it's time for the Big Game
I'll cut & grind the news until its easy to choose
no time to explain, but I'll tell you who to blame
fooled you once, shame on you
but this time I swear it's true
so listen up, we've got a lot of work to do
I'll tell you what you ought to feel
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I'll tell you how much of this is real
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I've got my finger on the pulse of the land
only I can understand
I'm going to take you all for a spin
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
it's not what you know but what you believe
the real power is the power to deceive
with the money and the cameras on my side
how will you know if I ever lied?
I'll tell you all that you need to know
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I'll put on a hell of a show
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
I've seen things you don't want to see
if you want to stay alive better listen to me
I'm going to look you straight in the eye
and you'd better believe it, better believe it
you'd better believe it, better believe it
you'd better believe it, better believe it
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3. |
Beauty Like a Bullet
04:00
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Beauty like a Bullet
Black dress and a subtle line in the sand
her beauty's like a bullet
you pushed her down then put a trigger in her hand
now she's gonna pull it
tempts you with a razor kiss
makes you think you've never felt like this
loses you with the morning mist
until you don't know if you still believe
believe
Long drive and the chaos of her hair
you can barely take it
silence like a dying soldier's prayer
you don't know how to break it
reach for her just to douse the flame
but you feel her taking aim
lose your breath and say her name
and stand waiting for the fall
her beauty's like a bullet
fading scar and the whisper of a losing game
she lingers like a vapor
find yourself looking for your own name
in the morning paper
things look clearer in the morning light
but you see her in the corners of the night
put your finger to the tender spot
where the pain is moist and hot
her beauty's like a bullet
white lace and a perfect alibi
she leaves it all behind her
you tell them that you can't identify
but you carry the reminder
and she haunts you like the memory
of someone you will never see
until you're at the door with the key
and you know you're not alone...
her beauty's like a bullet
her beauty's like a bullet
her beauty's like a bullet
her beauty's like a bullet
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4. |
For You
04:31
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I'm a ragged flag in a hurricane for you
I'm a jagged stone on Nirvana's path for you
I'm a tender throat for the axeman's oath
I'm the Might Have Been that haunts us both
I'm all these things because I'm nothing much to you
I'm Aphrodite's hunchback fool for you
I'm the maniac that plays it cool for you
I'm the perfect fruit rotting on the vine
I'm the fallen priest drunk on wine
I'm a second glance and I'm nothing more to you
and still I long for you
still I hunt for you
still I bleed for you
still I stand for you
I'm the rusting lock on the ivory gate for you
I'm the antidote that arrives too late for you
I'm the junkie's vow of "not this time"
the reminder of your perfect crime
I'm the nothing in Nothing Left to you
I'm the fading stain in beauty's bed for you
the sophisticate who is giving head for you
I'm the blood that smears the Virgin's palms
the pilgrim who desecrates the psalms
I am multitudes but I'm not enough for you
and still I long for you
still I hunt for you
still I bleed for you
still I stand for you
still i burn for you
still I reach for you
still I kneel for you
still i fall for you
I'm the honest man lying to himself for you...
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5. |
A Better Me
04:00
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A Better Me (for Andy)
you float into my life like an echo of a dream
and I start to understand what everybody means
when they say You’ve never lived until you’ve lived for your baby
and the sound of you laughing makes me think that maybe
there’s a chance of redemption in the smallest act of giving
and it feels so different to be awake among the living
and in my quiet moments I must admit its true
as you lay breathing deeply when i look at you
I can see
a better me
will you be
a better me
you crawl into my corners and invade my intentions
and drive me to distraction with a hundred thousand questions
can I keep it all together, keep both hands on the wheel
now that everything is actual and everything is real
will you see
a better me
in you I see
a better me
you’re like a perfect mirror where everything is clearer
and i hope that you’ll be braver and walk a little farther...
I lay awake and worry that the world has gone to hell
and the clouds start to gather over fears I can’t dispel
but a father finds faith in the belly of belief
and when you reach toward me I think with some relief
that I can be
a better me
will you be
a better me
in you I see
a better me
will you be
a better me
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6. |
Breathe
03:08
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Sometimes when I'm dreaming
our boat is swallowed by the sea
and I wash up on an island
no one's survived but me
Sometimes lost in the darkness
the storm has thrown metro the ground
and I awake blind and shaken
sure Im the only one around
then I hear you breathe
I hear you breathe
sometimes in the grip of slumber
lost in the forest of my mind
I search for the familiar
but you've left me far behind
then I hear you breathe
I hear you breathe
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7. |
Aberdeen
03:50
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Aberdeen
Hey little girl, are you ready to play?
It’s time for another who-knows-what day
daddy’s tired all the way down to his bones
but that’s okay
I can step away for a little while,
I’ll trade you my time for your precious smile
I’ll lift you up but I think you’re much bigger than me
in a lot of ways
Even though it’s a long road
I’ll gather together all the things I’ve seen
put them away, save them for the day
I can bring the whole world home to Aberdeen
Sometimes I feel like I can’t go on
then I look in your eyes and that feeling is gone
if I ever had a purpose I know that purpose was you
you’re my song
so little girl, hold on tight
together we’ll get through this troubled night
it’s a shadowed world but daddy will be your light
until the dawn
and even though you’ve got so far to go
I know you’ll end up where you want to be
its an endless show and this is just the first scene
and if there comes a day when you lose you way
and get lost within someone else’s skin
sooner than later, I know you’ll find your way
home to Aberdeen
and knowing me who could see
the way a child could set me free
if I made you it’s true that you made me
and even though you’ve got so far to go
I know you’ll end up where you want to be
it may be a while until you understand what I mean
and if there comes a day when you lose you way
and get lost within someone else’s skin
sooner than later,I know you’ll find your way
home to Aberdeen
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8. |
Hand to God
03:56
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Thank you all for the opportunity
to defend my good name and testify
there's been a lot of talk about numbers and names
and I'm glad to have a chance to clarify
Maybe its true that mistakes were made
it's true that there might have been some casualties
but check out this well-rehearsed look of contrition
surely my demeanor puts your mind at ease
Hand to God
swear with my hand to God
Hand to God
Stand here with my hand to God
I know that it seems like an awful lot of money
I know that things didn't go exactly as planned
but surely you can't question my motivations
when the bottom line's the only line you understand
Hand to God
swear with my hand to God
Hand to God
Stand here with my hand to God
you can argue rationale, you can argue intentions
I know at first it seems like our reasons were wrong
but you can't always count on pure providence
sometimes men like me need to help things along
Hand to God
swear with my hand to God
Hand to God
Stand here with my hand to God
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9. |
Dark Sea
05:22
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Dark Sea
Six O’clock in the morning
another earthquake in my bones
no where left to hide
as the coldness crawls inside
reminds me that I’m nothing but alone
it’s been months since I lost Mary
and my boys are all off being men
every morning’s a surprise
that I can open up my eyes
and I don’t know if I can face it again
Dark sea
Carry me
Dark sea
Carry me Away
I think I’m losing to the silence
that’s only ever shattered by the phone
I’m haunted by the faces
and I remember all the places
but there’s only one place I’ve been at home
Dark sea
Carry me
Dark sea
Carry me Away
It’s been months since I was human
even longer since I gave a damn
I know I’m supposed to fight
but don’t I have the right
to say “enough” and walk out like a man?
3 O’clock in the morning
I know the fire’s growing dim
I’ve been a father and a son
but now that it’s all done
but I’m not really sure who I am
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10. |
Things Denied
04:32
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Things Denied
Every time you’d fall
I’d pick you up and dust you off
Every time you’d cry
I’d catch your tears and make them mine
Every time you’re low
I’d give you room so you could grow
Everything I gave you
you only saw what wasn’t there
I have fought and I have lied
just to keep you satisfied
but you can only see the things denied
everything you’d feel
was trapped beneath what you could reveal
every time we’d touch
I felt like I had asked too much
every single lie
I silently let you deny
every single kiss
left you wanting more than I could give
I have fought and I have lied
just to keep you satisfied
but you can only see the things denied
I have bled and i have tried
just to reach that place inside
but nothing compensates for things denied
and if I gave you everything you wanted
(would it be enough)
and if I gave you everything you needed
(would it be enough)
and if I gave you everything you wanted
(would it be enough)
and if I gave you everything you needed...
if you were afraid
I’d erect a barricade
and if you felt cold
I’d warm your skin against my fever...
I have fought and I have lied
just to keep you satisfied
but you can only see the things denied
I have bled and i have tried
just to reach that place inside
but nothing compensates for things denied
Until I’m broken, until I’ve died
on the alter of your pride
you wont stop reaching for the things denied
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11. |
Irish, Revisited
03:40
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12. |
Haunted
03:54
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snapshot, vacant lot
a thousand little pieces that I forgot
stick them all together but the picture’s incomplete
flashback to a forward track
call it by its name but it won’t come back
am i looking in the mirror or is the mirror looking into me
last ties to a compromised beginning
just the thinnest thread running through my head connects me
but just when I begin
to paint a fresh coat over might-have-beens
a half remembered song knocks me back to way-back-when
and it comes back to haunt me
yeah, it comes back to haunt me
back up, dig it up
investigated and incorporated
did the heavy lifting, now I’m happy to let it lie
turned it over and turned it out
tried to understand what it’s all about
danced with the demons then I left them there to die
but they come back to haunt me
yeah, they come back to haunt me
comes back to haunt me
it all comes back to haunt me
jump in to the deepest end
peeling off the layers of the thickest skin
there’s unfinished business but no witnesses survive
breathe the fumes of old perfumes
try to make peace, try to find release
but the deeper that o go the more the shadows seem alive
and they come back to haunt me
come back to haunt me
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13. |
The Downside
04:12
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I feel it seeping in
this smoke beneath my skin
it isn't unfamiliar
it's taken me before
busted into pieces
lost inside the creases
and the folds of a letter
crumpled on the floor
someone's drained the color
and I'm thrashing in the water
but the harder that I struggle
the faster I go under
frozen to the core
in this interior downpour
my mind is full of lightning
and I'm waiting for the thunder
my senses torn and frayed
like the dullness of the blade
the dam begins to crumble
and I don't think I can take it
stupid, mean and numb
and the sleep just doesn't come
I know this isn't me
but I can't seem to shake it
l won't look at the mirror, there's nothing there to see
but the fog and the fury that's taking over me
I am standing on the outside
screaming on the inside
naked till the storm passes over
I've been blinded by the bright side
lost here on the Down Side
tell me this will all be over soon
you're hurt and you're confused
when your fire is refused
I recognize the light
but please don't shine it on me
I'm damaged and I'm bruised
discounted and unused
I know it isn't true
but don't waste your time on me
the teeth are in my back and the poison's pulsing though me
the days are growing black and seeping deep into me
I am standing on the outside
screaming on the inside
sinking like a stone in the ocean
I'm blinded by the bright side
stranded on the Down Side
cut and torn and bleeding raw emotion
I have fallen in the midnight
naked in a spotlight
exposed while the storm passes over
i've been taken by the landslide
living on the the downside
tell me this will all be over soon
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